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I have been doing a better job of controling my temper with the boys, I have yelled at them a few times but nothing major. They've actually been better! They are so special to me! I want nothing more than the best for them! I pray for their health and happiness!

This mommy was very sore from yesterday's arm workout with Shawnda! WOWZERS! I worked out legs today and cardio both days! I have been on the WW plan for two days now! I need to go down and weigh myself on the offical scale! I am so serious about losing 10 pounds! I want to thin down my huge ass thighs and be able to fit in my "skinny girl" pants! This Cory breakup is going to help with the "thin down program" because I am almost sick to my stomach half the time!

Well, I better get to bed, I am planning on going out to work tomorrow and then I 'll go to see Terri and the baby! I made them hamb. cassarole but I messed it up,,, forgot the tomato sauce! I suck! I am so "spaced out" most of the time! I need to get my shit together! OH, I did get some stuff done today, I got Christmas stuff put up! The boys even helped...

OK TO BED!

人生就像爬山

我们一家三口都喜欢爬山，这是当年在香港养成的好习惯。香港的主要社交生活是以吃为主，朋友们见面别无二选，自然是在酒楼，点心盘子响叮当，茶水飘香报几张。刚到香港的时候，我们不由自主地卷进了这不可抗拒的吃喝洪流，好在我们对粤式的点心一吃即腻，便选择了周末爬山，大埔周围的山多，风景也不错，每到周末我们便扛着孩子，拿着棍子行山去也。

实际上爬山的过程跟人生的过程很相似，20 岁时没走过几个山坡，站在山脚下仰望秀丽的山峰，踌躇满志，壮怀天下，轻而易举地对付刚开头的平坦的小路。30岁体力也还绰绰有余，时不时还会不自觉地小跑。但好景不长，45岁真要上90度陡坡的时候，爬不出百米就气喘嘘嘘，不由的心里暗暗打鼓，觉得应该重新估价自己的能力。留神一下自己前后的人们，从表面上看，似乎都还能脸不变色地继续，为了在同行者中不丢脸，同时也给自己一个交代，只能豁出去，咬牙切齿地向上攀登。47岁时别无选择只有再多爬 五十米要命的坡，如果你幸运，没出毛病的心脏便开始渐渐地适应，48岁时能脸红出汗地喘口气，就标志着最艰难的阶段已经过去了。50岁临登顶，身疲但心盛，斗志昂扬，55岁到了峰顶自然会激情万丈一阵子，接下来就不得不考虑下山的事了。65岁下山算早的，因为有足够的时间，可以慢慢走，间中看到年轻人上坡时的狼狈相，多少会有些骄傲。等到70岁时下山就晚了点，下得要快，因为很多意外也发生在下山的路上。80岁时走到山脚下，肩上多了两个包袱，一个装着成就感另一个装着失落和沧桑感，还能对自己的孙子骄傲地说：'老子当年上过山'。还是敦敦讲的对，人生只有一起一落，想要真正享受每个节段的快乐，就要讲究爬山的技巧，为了人生的圆满，多爬几座山没坏处。

Ah, 5:30am my alarm goes off and i'm thinking to myself... "Gawd, this fucking sucks ass" I had two cases scheduled, one for 830a and not another one until friggin 5pm. I hate my scheduling department at my work.. Thankfully, the 15th is my last day. i cannot wait! Knowing that my 5p case was way south, I just figured I would kill time down at the beach- going for a walk and maybe take a nap. Thats how i was planning my day..

I left a little early so that I could stop by the main post office to mail my work orders, expenses, and resignation letter. I really wanted it to go out the first of the day, instead of waiting til after my case.

My 830am case went pretty smoothly. I worked with a nice dr and a resident who's last name i couldnt say for the life of me. all i know is that it had the words 'pot' and 'porn' in em. Thats about as much as i need to know. HAHA I worked with cool nurses tho SPD didnt sterilize my scope in time. I couldnt fucking believe it. i get there an hour early JUST to make sure i have enough time to get the scope sterilized, and NO they STILL fucked up. At least the hospital already had their own offset laparoscope to use.

When i left the hospital, I decided to take a lil drive and end up at another part of town so i could shop at Ross. I havent been there in awhile, hoping to find some cute shoes and some jeans. I got there, and i found cute jeans! they actually had like 6 in my size.. so i tried them all one. I only found to be totally cute and looking right on me. Steven had called me while i was shopping. He's so cute; Called to he asked if i was shoppin in the cute and sexy section. I told him I had found a pair of jeans that i liked and that they cost $12.99.. lol it totally surprised him. I totally thought it was cute that he asked me to go shopping with him to help him pick out clothes. I just might have to do that. That would be fun. He said he likes to go outlet mall shopping. whatta ya know?! ME TOO! haha

When I left Ross, I had got a voicemail from my scheduling office to tell me that my 5pm case got cancelled. IT RULED! i so didnt want to have to find ways to kill time. I would much rather be done for the day. Someone luvs me.

So much for a good first day back to work for 2008. a little bit of this, a little bit of that. 13 days left... wa-hoo!!

So..

2007 ended with close friends and a bottle of everclear..

2008. began with closer friends.. and a night of memories!

So happy to have people in my life that care.. things are beginning to fall into place. Both career wise and relationship wise..